Adventures in doing stuff.

Nov 17, 2011 11:58

I haven't done terribly much in my quest to "do stuff." I did get permission to knit again, provided I give my hands time to rest and don't look down at it too much. So no "real" learning in how to knit just yet, but I will get there. I have figured out I can knit in a reclined position. That means I can rest what I've done on my chest when it starts to get heavy. Neat!

I am going out with new people tomorrow. And! It was my idea! Yay!

I will admit I had a hard weekend. Really, it was just Sunday. It was one of the days I keenly felt different, and not in that "horray I'm different than people," sort of way. I really just wanted either to a) fit in or b) be totally and completely reassured that someone, anyone, liked me as I am: nerdy, philosophical, high-strung, outwardly emotive, and all. Tim is awesome. (This is an effort to not hide a shitty day as I have often done in the past.)

On the positive end, I've restarted writing my Green Goth blog. I need to put up this month's entry in fact. It's just about tea, but it is a common trend among the earth friendly type. And I promised. By the way, for those who have vivid dreams, I do not recommend drinking any calming tea with skullcap or kava, taking hydrocodone, and promptly going to sleep. It gives me horrible nightmares anyway.

Hmm...I thought I had more to write today. I suppose not. Ah well. Some words and little steps of progress are better than none.

goth, green, friends, sad, future, identity crisis

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