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[chosenpotential]

So that was that. Fred worked her magick, used her scientific gadgets and put the lost memories back in my head. At first it was kinda fuzzy, then it was like a damn bursting and flooding my mind with everything I'd lost. It was overwhelming. It was headache inducing. I refrained from grabbing my head as the pain continued to mount. Was this a part

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[marissadonnelly]

There was a bit of raised voices coming from the kitchen. I glanced over but didn't feel like joining all the anger. I had too much of people yelling at me before I came here, didn't really want to walk into it when it had nothing to do with me. I went back to staring at the empty fireplace. I wondered if we should actually look for some wood. I was thinking about it for a while when I heard the door close behind me. I leaned over the arm of the chair to see that Kennedy had left the kitchen too. She must have needed some air

[chosenpotential]

I sat there, holding my head, just trying to center myself. To make some sense of all this jumbled mess that Fred had just shoved back into my head. I could hear the waves crashing far off in the distance and it was soothing. Being outside, in the quiet, without all the stress and frustration and being away from 2 versions of your girlfriend from your own dimension? Priceless.

Willow.

I sighed again. Okay, I wasn't supposed to be thinking about her. I was supposed to be focusing on these memories that my headache seemed to be blocking still. But, it's hard not to think about Willow. Not only is she my girlfriend in the other world, but 2 versions of her here. One previously in a bikini and now one wearing tight leather. You'd be distracted too.

Anyway.

So, I started rubbing my temples, in attempt to ease some of this pressure. My eyes closed tight, I didn't see anyone walk up, but I heard the footsteps and felt them sit beside me.

"You okay? I mean.. well no.. but is there something I can do?"Marissa

[marissadonnelly]

She looked up at me and I could see her searching for some sort of answer, then she blinked. I didn't know what was happening, but I was worried. My brow furrowed as her eyes darted. They were erratic like she was at a club trying to avoid the strobes. My heart was racing, I wanted to reach out to her. To kiss her. I didn't even know what she was going through, but I wanted to help her. I wanted her to feel that no matter what it was, no matter what she was feeling or not feeling that I was going to be okay.

Her expression changed, her brow furrowed and I could see the pain in her eyes. She just kept looking at me, I didn't want to look away. I couldn't drop her gaze. If this was going to be the last time I looked at her, I didn't want it to end.

"I'm...sorry Marissa."

The look on my face softened. It was still full of concern, but it was different.

"I'm sorry."She shook her stare off of me and turned towards the beach. She curled up into a ball on the steps beside me. Her head lay atop her knees and I knew she was being brave. I

[chosenpotential]

She put her arm around me and I flinched. I didn't mean to, but I felt vulnerable right now.

And lost. So completely lost. Which technically I was. On this island. Never going home.

I didn't want her seeing me like this.

Or anybody for that matter.

"Kennedy, don't be sorry. If anything I should be sorry. I made this so important. I just want you to be okay. No matter what Kennedy, I want you to be happy. Right now, I am worried, but I know you are strong. I know you are going to be okay. It is just hard. That demon isn't making any of this easy. Not for any of us. I mean you saw that other Fred right?"I sighed, lifting my head up, staring out across the island

[marissadonnelly]

I heard her sigh, it was so hard for her. I couldn't even imagine it. I wanted to know how she felt. What it was like, but I was positive that there were no words to explain. Words were something I needed to hear, but I wasn't sure which ones would help.

"Nobody needs to be sorry. Well, unless you count that demon who stuck us all here to begin with. And she's gonna be sorry. I can guarantee that. She will pay for everything she's done to me. To everyone here."She was stressed. There was no doubt about it, and it was completely understandable. I would be stressed too. In fact I was sort of stressed, but not in the "I Am Going To Make that Demon Pay" sort of way. More like the whole Demons are real and I am stuck here sort of way. I was wrapping my mind around it, I just didn't realize how many corners there were

[chosenpotential]

I couldn't help grinning as she covered her face and blushed. We'd had some pretty intense moments. Not really sure how I could've forgotten those. Let's just say that must've been one hell of a spell.

"Oh my gosh. That isn't what I expected would happen, although..I am not really sure what was going to happen. It looked kind of scary. That Fred girl is pretty smart and all, but all of this is just so crazy. I feel like I am in an episode of The X-Files. Of course not one with any slime monsters or aliens. Unless...Nope. No implants."I laughed as she started feeling her head for implants. It must be pretty strange to her, considering she never even knew this type of stuff existed until she got dropped here

[marissadonnelly]

I wasn't really sure what to expect. I mean I wasn't the one with the memory overload, but I figured it couldn't hurt to ask. I wasn't even sure if it worked like that at all. I mean what if they all were one big glob of a memory. Now that would have been interesting though. Blob-o memories, all smooshed together like one big orgasm. Now that? I would have paid to see.

She must have been thrown for a bit with my question, but her smirk returned to her smile and I knew I was asking for it.

"You expect me to single one out? I mean, they were all pretty intense don't ya think?"

I hid my face again, trying to stifle my laughter. She had me pegged in a heartbeat. Talk about turning the tables on me, of course I had it coming. I mean I had asked her a pretty loaded question.

"Okay, you got me. Sorry, I just thought maybe there was something that stood out more than something else, and not something like that although, I wouldn't be lying if I wouldn't have been gracious of accepting that sort of compliment, but I mean..." She totally