Boyfriend
I was just lying in bed with my boyfriend and I said I love him and he smiled at me and said aww I love you too then we kissed, he said that’s the first time I’ve said I loved him without him saying it first, I said I just felt like saying it, he said he has butterflys in his stomach, I said that’s what happens when someone randomly tells you they love you
I said it because a moment before I was thinking about this week and all the thoughts that have gone through my head about him not missing me or me thinking of or breaking up because of it or generally missing him so much I cry or thinking about the joy I have with him or the panic when I thought he had found out about me,but I also have been thinking of cheating because of the lack of attention but then on Monday I had an a emotional moment thinking of not having him in my life and I almost cried in the street and I often cry at night thinking of breaking up And/or not seeing him, and I came to the realisation that I like him to live with me and I don’t want him to leave my life.
I said it because a moment before I was thinking about this week and all the thoughts that have gone through my head about him not missing me or me thinking of or breaking up because of it or generally missing him so much I cry or thinking about the joy I have with him or the panic when I thought he had found out about me,but I also have been thinking of cheating because of the lack of attention but then on Monday I had an a emotional moment thinking of not having him in my life and I almost cried in the street and I often cry at night thinking of breaking up And/or not seeing him, and I came to the realisation that I like him to live with me and I don’t want him to leave my life.