i hate this day
i really do hate this day.....I hate valentines day like no other. It just makes me aware that i am single and brings back bad/good memories i would normally not think of. I am like ahhh can i just lay in bed all day and hide, but nooo i cant i have statistics to study for. grrrrrrrrrrrrr. Last night i went to bed thinkin of the whole VT deal and just like awwwww i miss ryan. does not help i watched that extreme makeover deally...lol that made it even worst. I am like awwwwwwww I want to go up and visit him SO badly :( but who knows when i will see him...more likely wont be till spring break that is the first weekend in march....so yeah. i think i can live till then, but still i miss the boy. I wish i could curl up with him and just chill and listen to music and relax. simple as taht. Play some pool would be fun. man i just miss him like nothing. It is just wierd that it seems like all my friends have these guys that live so close to us that they can see them easily, but all mine of course are like 4 hrs away and i am like sad :( i miss hanging out with them at times. I feel i can do things with them i wont looked apon weird or something. I dont know. :( i just want a guy right now to cuddle and chill and just be relax and would give me flowers for no reason and just do stuff together spontaniously (sp?). I want something so small, not asking much and i cant even get it. I swaer, i am meant to just hide under a rock or something!
I went home this past weekend w/my aunt for my dads prostate cancer surgery. he had it wednesday and all went well. I went home last thursday and came back to MC on sunday. After of course digging out of 8inches of snow on driveway and 2 other driveways and sidewalks. That is always fun. But he came home saturday at 11. So he is home and doing well. Everything went well. So now he is home for like a month w/the cathider (sp?). So yeah. He is good and all that jazz. Bathrooms in the house, kitchen floor and landing will be redone on Feb, 20, so that shall be interesting. ;) so when i come home for spring break i will have a brand new bathroom ;) YES!! GOODBYE Yellow/Orange wallpaper that is falling off the wall. HELLO Red paint! ;) hahaha YES...sorry way to excited about it. anycrap!
yeahhhh that is my life right now...nothing exciting, just hw and school and such.
I went home this past weekend w/my aunt for my dads prostate cancer surgery. he had it wednesday and all went well. I went home last thursday and came back to MC on sunday. After of course digging out of 8inches of snow on driveway and 2 other driveways and sidewalks. That is always fun. But he came home saturday at 11. So he is home and doing well. Everything went well. So now he is home for like a month w/the cathider (sp?). So yeah. He is good and all that jazz. Bathrooms in the house, kitchen floor and landing will be redone on Feb, 20, so that shall be interesting. ;) so when i come home for spring break i will have a brand new bathroom ;) YES!! GOODBYE Yellow/Orange wallpaper that is falling off the wall. HELLO Red paint! ;) hahaha YES...sorry way to excited about it. anycrap!
yeahhhh that is my life right now...nothing exciting, just hw and school and such.