That lovely distraction....
So, I text Kasey. I was gonna get her some free touch up paint as per our semi on running joke. With a few strings pulled it woulda cost next to nothing, so no big deal. Just something the help smooth things over or break the ice again. But, she denied my attempt at a gift. Yet, there was still a few witty exchanges of banter.
I long ago reached a point where I yearn for this person constantly. A person I know very little about. A person I may have NOTHING in common with save a few details. A person, that if I did know them, may lose my interest quickly. A person that gives the slightest/faintest hint she's still interested...
I can accept her not being genuinely attracted to me.
I can accept her moving on.
I can accept her being with someone else.
I can accept that this may all be in my head.
But, this feeling in my heart that clouds my head...I can't seem to shake it.
If I could I'd wish it all away.
Even though she was barely there I still long for her. That's stupid, and it's not fair. Show me the way to let go...
I long ago reached a point where I yearn for this person constantly. A person I know very little about. A person I may have NOTHING in common with save a few details. A person, that if I did know them, may lose my interest quickly. A person that gives the slightest/faintest hint she's still interested...
I can accept her not being genuinely attracted to me.
I can accept her moving on.
I can accept her being with someone else.
I can accept that this may all be in my head.
But, this feeling in my heart that clouds my head...I can't seem to shake it.
If I could I'd wish it all away.
Even though she was barely there I still long for her. That's stupid, and it's not fair. Show me the way to let go...