I am so tired.....blah.
I am at school attempting to do some math work that has been due for like three weeks, but I don't know how to do any of it because the professor is a crappy teacher....I hate it. He doesn't explain anything like he should. He doesn't even explain he just writes problems on the bored. BLAH....I am going to fail math if I don't get a tutor or start working with someone who actually knows what he or she is doing. I want to pass math! lol! I am passing all my other classes with B's or A's. Blah...
Now for life....Justin and I are doing fine we are weird, but other than that we are good. I am so tired all the time, though. I had surgery three weeks ago...Kidney stones and a horrible kidney infection. But I am all better I presume. The doctor's never really told me if I was or not...but I hope that I am. Anywho...Work sucks...They don't work me enough. They work me nine hours a week that is it. But I hope to get a car soon and find a new job that is worth going to everyday. I don't know where I will be living in a week. I have to be out of where I am living...and i am so confused. lol...I have no transportation, no money, nothing except my baby....but that is a give or take as well. He comes and goes. Well blah....I keep writing because I am bored and I don't want to work on my math....but that is probably why I am failing because I am a procrastinator. I don't mind it all the time, but I hate that I don't know what I am doing...in my math class....But it is so hard. Yeah so whatever. What else do I have to say? My mom and I are doing ok...but not great. But whatever to that. I want chocolate...and sweets....lol! Well I am updating this and I really don't have any good thoughts. I have already screamed, complained, and cried them out. But I am sure there is still more. I am confused sometimes actually most of the time...Justin is going through something...and not even he knows what it is...but he is confused of what he wants...that why we have so many ups and so many downs....but I really don't feel like talking about any of this...I am going to go...Outz...or Later dayz...lol!
Now for life....Justin and I are doing fine we are weird, but other than that we are good. I am so tired all the time, though. I had surgery three weeks ago...Kidney stones and a horrible kidney infection. But I am all better I presume. The doctor's never really told me if I was or not...but I hope that I am. Anywho...Work sucks...They don't work me enough. They work me nine hours a week that is it. But I hope to get a car soon and find a new job that is worth going to everyday. I don't know where I will be living in a week. I have to be out of where I am living...and i am so confused. lol...I have no transportation, no money, nothing except my baby....but that is a give or take as well. He comes and goes. Well blah....I keep writing because I am bored and I don't want to work on my math....but that is probably why I am failing because I am a procrastinator. I don't mind it all the time, but I hate that I don't know what I am doing...in my math class....But it is so hard. Yeah so whatever. What else do I have to say? My mom and I are doing ok...but not great. But whatever to that. I want chocolate...and sweets....lol! Well I am updating this and I really don't have any good thoughts. I have already screamed, complained, and cried them out. But I am sure there is still more. I am confused sometimes actually most of the time...Justin is going through something...and not even he knows what it is...but he is confused of what he wants...that why we have so many ups and so many downs....but I really don't feel like talking about any of this...I am going to go...Outz...or Later dayz...lol!