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that mood is actually an unfair representation. its only b/c i got in an unnecissary fight w/ alex just now that im aggravated. before i was fine.
anthony (pilatese master magician) + darcie (sports therapy kid wonder) = slightly more motivated and much more optimistic amanda
as the exponent of anthony and the exponent of darcie increase, both amanda's motivation and optimism should increase accordingly.
is it so wrong to feel insecure? why is it that calling alex to ask how he feels about our relationship (esp. considering i haven't had a decent conversation with him all week, he was really upset at the beginning of the week and took it out on me- apologizing later for it of course, and asked me the same question just last sunday if i have my days right) makes him assume that i am mad and am never ok with things being good and yells into the phone as though i am yelling at him?
i shouldn't have just posted that. he is not an asshole, don't get defensive and try to back me up please.
oh, and on that subject...
this weeks wonder comment from jeff jew:
yesterday, jeff jew told me that my boyfriend was an asshole because jeff claims he overheard alex say some mean things to people at a party of mine once. now jeff, isn't that just a touch hypacritical?
art of the day:
today's art of the day is dedicated to my history project + doug woodbrown who is indeed leaving our school next year. * single tear for reals*
vaca by andy warhol
known to many by his infamous motifs (celebrities, car wrecks, sex, brand names/products, remixes of other peoples art work, and more) andy is often not considered an artist by his peers... including my father. a leading figure of both pop art and the use of the silk screen (i know, ava!), andy proved that an artist need not be invested in his art in order to make it and please his audience, which was much the way he felt about the mass media of the 1960s. his careless inkings, uneven layerings of color, and repetition of images was only his reproduction of what he felt about the news and the media in the 60's : bombarded. hmm... not much has changed...
perhaps i should have put pessamistic or sarcastic... or sadistically sarcastic as my mood.