Wow....
Hey, that felt good. I mean, it really felt good to just get upset like that. I read it back and it doesn't seem like I was upset at all. And, after wards, I felt so much better. Journaling ain't so bad. Next time I will have to be more specific. I'd start a dream journal but people would put me in a mental institution. Like the one I had last night....shit...it was insane. Freud would have had a field day. Good thing I don't really buy his theories. I mean, I use him like a punchline but, that's just for effect.
Today I have decided that my computer is evil. Seriously, it's the gateway to hell. I'll probably be on it all night. I have iPod issues and a good chat with JP will keep me busy while I wait for corrections. That guy has made me laugh through some of the most difficult times in my life. I mean, laugh so hard I've cried and one time peed a little. And he's always sending me random shit....which is nice as I must be entertained or my mind implodes.
Things I am absolutely grateful for today:
my guitar
the one and a half to two hour break I get in the middle of the day
good running weather
the fully automatic espresso machine in the kitchen
my dearest girlfriend in Virginia whose name happens to be Virginia
an evening of solitude
my insane cousin who is shorter than I am but just as insane
the giggly little boy sitting next to me
the trash can
my afternoon phone call from a friend who is forever ordering fast food when we talk
my daily meditation
very patient people
the good thing that is coming
resilient children who flourish even with fucked up parents...I should know I was one
food...because I really like it
what's about to happen....
Today I have decided that my computer is evil. Seriously, it's the gateway to hell. I'll probably be on it all night. I have iPod issues and a good chat with JP will keep me busy while I wait for corrections. That guy has made me laugh through some of the most difficult times in my life. I mean, laugh so hard I've cried and one time peed a little. And he's always sending me random shit....which is nice as I must be entertained or my mind implodes.
Things I am absolutely grateful for today:
my guitar
the one and a half to two hour break I get in the middle of the day
good running weather
the fully automatic espresso machine in the kitchen
my dearest girlfriend in Virginia whose name happens to be Virginia
an evening of solitude
my insane cousin who is shorter than I am but just as insane
the giggly little boy sitting next to me
the trash can
my afternoon phone call from a friend who is forever ordering fast food when we talk
my daily meditation
very patient people
the good thing that is coming
resilient children who flourish even with fucked up parents...I should know I was one
food...because I really like it
what's about to happen....