`update on the heartbreak
sean and i have been texting eachother all day. i asked for his forgiveness, i want to make things right. he said he needed time. so now im going to wait. if i have to wait forever, i will.
jacob, im sorry for what i said in my last entry, i deleted it. amber told me that your phone isnt working so i understand now. amber, thank you. i hope youre not upset about me trying to get ahold of him and i hope you understand the true reason why i needed him last night.
so now that sean and i are on a break, i guess thats what people call it, im not sure what im gonna do tonight. we were gonna go see alien vs. predator. maybe ill still go. ill bring kandice or someone. who knows. either way im sure ill be with kandice tonight cause well lets face it my friends all abondoned me when i started going to weston high. well if anyone does wanna hang out, you know where i am.
hope everyone is having a good day. if it isnt too much trouble, pray for me tonight. i need all the support right now. ive never felt so down. its such a shock to realize what youre giving up, what you had, what you need. all this stuff combined together is so much. id appreciate it.
love,
amanda joann
jacob, im sorry for what i said in my last entry, i deleted it. amber told me that your phone isnt working so i understand now. amber, thank you. i hope youre not upset about me trying to get ahold of him and i hope you understand the true reason why i needed him last night.
so now that sean and i are on a break, i guess thats what people call it, im not sure what im gonna do tonight. we were gonna go see alien vs. predator. maybe ill still go. ill bring kandice or someone. who knows. either way im sure ill be with kandice tonight cause well lets face it my friends all abondoned me when i started going to weston high. well if anyone does wanna hang out, you know where i am.
hope everyone is having a good day. if it isnt too much trouble, pray for me tonight. i need all the support right now. ive never felt so down. its such a shock to realize what youre giving up, what you had, what you need. all this stuff combined together is so much. id appreciate it.
love,
amanda joann