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I'm frustrated...very frustrated....
i just need my man to myself.....he plows for his stepdad, he cleans for his mom, he does everything for everyone else and i love that he is that giving.....and i hate it because it leaves me.....well hanging.....taking care of myself.....and lets be honest about this.....if i wanted to take care of myself all by myself then i wouldn't be with the man that i love......the problem is that as long as we are here......and here takes awhile to explain i have to share him...and by sharing him that means i have to do the things that he would normally do or just do without....i'm getting better at it......just not enjoying it......getting tired of it.....but have no clue what to do about it........
i guess thats all i have for now........
i just need my man to myself.....he plows for his stepdad, he cleans for his mom, he does everything for everyone else and i love that he is that giving.....and i hate it because it leaves me.....well hanging.....taking care of myself.....and lets be honest about this.....if i wanted to take care of myself all by myself then i wouldn't be with the man that i love......the problem is that as long as we are here......and here takes awhile to explain i have to share him...and by sharing him that means i have to do the things that he would normally do or just do without....i'm getting better at it......just not enjoying it......getting tired of it.....but have no clue what to do about it........
i guess thats all i have for now........