"Someday I hope you get the chance to live like you are dying."
i just don't know what I feel tonight. I want to be happy, yet I know that is not what i am feeling. I know that I need to get over this feeling that no one cares, or the feeling that tells me that I will always be alone, cause I know or I hope i know that, that is not true. yet that is how I continually feel...
I feel like an outsider, just looking in on my own life. and that my friends, is a very odd feeling...feeling that you are not actually in the situations that you know that you are, but that an evil twin has taken over and you just get to look in every once in awhile through the crystal ball she left in your very lonely cell.
new desire....live in australia...anyone want to contribute to that fund...ya I didn't think so.
maybe i am suppose to move away...I mean i have the raveling chip installed in me, so maybe I am just not suppose to be here anymore. I feel so out of place and weird in my own skin. Maybe what I need is a change...a drastic change in location.
this is in my head...it might just all be in my head, it's just the way i am feelin'.
LP
I feel like an outsider, just looking in on my own life. and that my friends, is a very odd feeling...feeling that you are not actually in the situations that you know that you are, but that an evil twin has taken over and you just get to look in every once in awhile through the crystal ball she left in your very lonely cell.
new desire....live in australia...anyone want to contribute to that fund...ya I didn't think so.
maybe i am suppose to move away...I mean i have the raveling chip installed in me, so maybe I am just not suppose to be here anymore. I feel so out of place and weird in my own skin. Maybe what I need is a change...a drastic change in location.
this is in my head...it might just all be in my head, it's just the way i am feelin'.
LP