yea. ok. whatever.
Today I have been incredibly pensive and alone in my own thoughts. I have done a lot of reading (yes, it was fanfic, but no less intriguing than any book I could picked up) I just started wondering if my reactions are a culmination of what my parents put in my head and what I see other people do and less about how I actually feel. Do I say things and do things because my parents did or said those same things? Do I even have any original thoughts in my head anymore. I feel lost more often than not and now I've just been thinking about this all day and I've come to the conclusion that I have no idea who I am...I stand for nothing, I believe in nothing and I am nothing. So where do I start?