Well I didn't ask anything of you that I wouldn't ask of someone how is more than a friend.
I am only on the other side of the world doing stuff I can never talk to anyone about. Being spilt from ALL family and friends.
All I asked was for a friend to email me to have something worth getting on the computer for. I just love having Gunny come by every week, like he does, and ask how is your wife doing? Is there anything we can do? 'Oh no gunny she hasnt talked to me in over a month but she did say something about a package a while back.'
It is easy to do all you want when you have the freedom to but here there is none till i get back because we are protecting everyone else's.
I just figured since I can't count on anything unless I make enough of a mess of it that it isnt worth it anymore.
You were the only one who said you would send me peanut butter cookies. I am so glad I had my hopes up for nothing.
This just might be all of my trust issues but I had trusted that when you came to me with the problem, you had no other choice. So I bent over backwards while jumping through hops and making my life and my family's a mess to get everything settled. So when that came up, I was crushed because everything was for nothing. I felt maybe you didn't plan anything at all. If that was true then it could have been said to begin with.
I am only on the other side of the world doing stuff I can never talk to anyone about. Being spilt from ALL family and friends.
All I asked was for a friend to email me to have something worth getting on the computer for. I just love having Gunny come by every week, like he does, and ask how is your wife doing? Is there anything we can do? 'Oh no gunny she hasnt talked to me in over a month but she did say something about a package a while back.'
It is easy to do all you want when you have the freedom to but here there is none till i get back because we are protecting everyone else's.
I just figured since I can't count on anything unless I make enough of a mess of it that it isnt worth it anymore.
You were the only one who said you would send me peanut butter cookies. I am so glad I had my hopes up for nothing.
This just might be all of my trust issues but I had trusted that when you came to me with the problem, you had no other choice. So I bent over backwards while jumping through hops and making my life and my family's a mess to get everything settled. So when that came up, I was crushed because everything was for nothing. I felt maybe you didn't plan anything at all. If that was true then it could have been said to begin with.
Times up.
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