REVISING STRUGGLES
YESTERDAY
Tiff drove me to school
so I could concentrate better in the absence of my laptop
I was lucky to have been reminded about the B2 form by Aliena
and so handed that in
Did a tiny bit of Psychology, a page of "extra-reading" out of a text borrowed from Jane
Was in school 'til 2
had been texting Immy and was feeling shitty and unable to study
Shared a cab with Nick who kindly dropped me off @Holland Village
where I met Immy
We sat @Starbucks
while it thundered then moved to Crystal Jade for dim sum
Though it seems superficial to say that I like her alot so soon
I enjoyed her company so much
Went to Sean's
but felt bad that I left Tiff as she was an outsider among old friends
Was impressed with Martin's guitar-playing skills
Tired
I rested my head on his shoulder while he killed random people on Grand Theft Auto
Came home, talked to Rei
and gained the bitter resolute clarity I had lacked for months
TODAY
Woke late and irritable among things I had thrown on my bed
sluggishly dressed to leave
Had lunch with Tiff @the Bugis food court
drank fresh green apple juice
Chatted
about university and finances with Tiff @the Starbucks
at her office building
I was scared to know because I am afraid this means I'm growing up
Got a call
from Martin who confirmed he was staying in Singapore
1. Summer berry oat bar (abso-fucking-lutely delicious), java chip light and cafe latte