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everything that can go wrong, is going wrong :(
i really wish this was so much easier, and i've really fucked myself over....
so, the deadline to apply to graduate from my university is the 1st of march. because i'm a "special student" i'm not in my degree program, therefore i can't apply to graduate. i have to be readmitted into my program, and i've applied for that, but they don't make a final decision until your marks come back in... and in my case, that's april.
so basically, i have to petition to get back in, just in order to graduate, because all of my courses are done im just not in a program. it's going to be hell, and so stressful not knowing... i do NOT want to wait to graduate this fall. i'm so upset with myself right now...
not even thinking about the trip im going on next month makes me feel better. i just want to be DONE, i want to start my life somewhere else. i want to close this chapter of my life for good.
it keeps haunting me.
i guess i'll take his advice, and just remind myself that things could be worst.... my heart's still beating, and i'm alive. i should be grateful.
i really wish this was so much easier, and i've really fucked myself over....
so, the deadline to apply to graduate from my university is the 1st of march. because i'm a "special student" i'm not in my degree program, therefore i can't apply to graduate. i have to be readmitted into my program, and i've applied for that, but they don't make a final decision until your marks come back in... and in my case, that's april.
so basically, i have to petition to get back in, just in order to graduate, because all of my courses are done im just not in a program. it's going to be hell, and so stressful not knowing... i do NOT want to wait to graduate this fall. i'm so upset with myself right now...
not even thinking about the trip im going on next month makes me feel better. i just want to be DONE, i want to start my life somewhere else. i want to close this chapter of my life for good.
it keeps haunting me.
i guess i'll take his advice, and just remind myself that things could be worst.... my heart's still beating, and i'm alive. i should be grateful.