Nov 07, 2003 08:24
Hellooooooooooo! I'm in a good mood today,thanks to some rare positive thinking...strange,strange..but sometimes I like the change!
Anyway,this week was really a full one with lots of studying to do,added to the fact that I was moving house..Yester,it was.And the house is really a mess...And I'm wondering how the hell I'll be able to wank if my damn bedroom door has no damn key?!
But that's really a minor prob.For some bit of pleasure,ppl can take big risks...I too will...if I feel like it.Wanking is such a solitary pleasure...but when there's no man,there's still a hand...and fingers..too...
I just did some kind of experiment with myself this week.I said to myself:Kathryn,you can't go on like this..with a crush on one of your female classmates..too much pressure..So,hum, I tried to behave normally,ignore my feelings and humm,it kinda worked coz I finally could look at her in the eyes..and hope she didn't see anything in mine.And hum,I don't think that my crush has disappeared but at least its intensity has been really diminished...Good for me.
Ok,I'll be back some time today,so bye for the mo.