Jun 20, 2011 02:25
So I'm going to try and go out next week, and just mingle with people....I need to stop moping and hoping that certain individuals will have a change of heart. I must get on with my life and starting tomorrow pursue that job I so desperately want/need. I don't want to go home, if I do then I'll feel like I've failed. Plus my room isn't my room anymore...it's my brothers. Here I have some people that will help me move towards what I need in order to succeed.
Starting tomorrow I'm going to work on keeping myself disciplined enough to get actual work done to add to my website and put out a bunch more resumes and look into the company that gave me a card on portfolio day. I'm really hoping to get a call from one of the groups that talked to me friday, but I can't hold my breath for it.
So many things I need to do and what feels like so little time to do it all in.