So now I'm back in Florida living with my grama and going to school. I miss Tim so much it hurts, but as there's not much I can do about it I'm trying to focus on school rather than drama around me. It's tough work trying to remember how to focus. I'm never doing a summer course again. XD

Okay, if nobody wants me to try to help anymore, then fine! I'm sick of everyone hating me for trying to help! And people have something against me for trying to stay neutral, I really don't give a fuck! I'm just done, I'm not gonna try anymore! When I try to defend people, it's taken wrong, so just forget about having me defend anyone. If you ( Read more... )

I was right ( Read more... )

I know...I haven't been writting in my journal for a while now. I mean to, it's just that I get busy with other things and forget about doing it ( Read more... )

Ok...seeing as my last post was a little over a week ago, this is going to be a fairly long entry. I'll try to shorten it for those of you who dislike having to read for longer than a few seconds, but you would probably stop in the middle anyway ( Read more... )

Ok...now I'm seriously confused. Two good friends of mine were going out and were very happy; they couldn't stop thinking about each other for one minute (it kinda mamde me a little sick and somewhat jelous). And then, all of a sudden, without any warnning at all, it falls through ( Read more... )

My head hurts and my temperature is rising because of more than one reason ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 8 o'clock. I had a tough time waking up my mom (she was busy last night with Frank). She got real pissed when I took too long getting ready for both mock-trial and LARP ( Read more... )

Well Steve...you know that I'm not doing too well in mock-trial. The teachers just think that I need to know the matirial a little better; I personally believe that it's because I have an underdeveloped confidence...what do you think ( Read more... )

Well...today pretty much sucked. I woke up late. I got to the bus too early. I fliped out on my boyfriend and broke up with him for about 3 minutes. Later, I skipped mock-trial to see and talk to him. I went into a nervous break-down. I gave great thought to how I wanted my life to be. I read a journal entry that one of my friends had written that ( Read more... )