What's is it that I have to make females not want me?
Everytime I hook up with a girl I'm always getting my heartbroken to where I can't even keep myself happy like I always do. Well 2 weeks ago I met this one girl named Brittany she's 20 and she lives in San Diego with me and she is real cool people. We been talking for a while now and everything been going good until she told me that she was married and I was so shocked I just couldn't think straight. Well when she told me that I just didn't know what to do and I had my whole plan to be with her and get to know her more and she what she was working with. I guess that chance the blew right out the door because now she's back with her man and that just left me hanging and I was very hurt and crying. Well while all this was taking charge of me my ex girlfriend Yania called me complaining about me not calling her and she was mad about it as well. Well I told her the reason why I couldn't call was because I'm in the middle studying for my finals and I can't get call every time especially when I really need to study. Now while she was complaining about that I was getting ready to start complaining about her not finding a job and just being plan lazy and I hate lazy people like that. Well I guess I'm just so tried of people always jumping down my back talking shyt like that and just fuckin me over. *sigh* Well I need to do some more studying so yea holla.