Oct 21, 2004 22:49
Here I am sitting here chillin about to go home in a few minutes and I decided to come up in here and share what's on my mind. Well I'm about to call my girlfriend in a minute to see what she doing tomorrow because I want to see her again and spend some time together. I know we haven't been lately because she's going though somethings and me in school trying to get my shit together and just being me. So I do hope I find sometime with her for a while so we can talk and do whatever we want. Well I need to start showing up to class on time now and it is getting close to the end of this year and I'm thinking about what am I going to do now that 2005 is coming up I got a lot of shit to do so I can be better in life and how much I really want to be in the nursing program so yes you know now. Sometimes when you by yourself you have a lot of shit on your mind that you need to let go and you feel that you can just be open about your shit our anybody else. I gotta keep my ass off the phone because my billing cycle ends on Sunday and Lord knows how much my bill is going to be because my ass be in the chat-rooms and text messaging too so now I really gotta keep off. Man I'm so glad it stop raining because I know I want to do somethings with my girl that I been want to do like make love to her and feel her head with warm touches of me and only me because I'm the best one she got and she knows it too. I even got her a cell phone so she can call me at all times when she needs me to and feel that she can be open to me about certain females calling her up starting shit and lying about it. Me and my girl been together for 1yr and 2 mons and our relationship is growing strong just that I gotta learn to keep my mouth shut about stupid shit so that way I will still keep my girl and she will be calling me all the time now. Well is time for me to go home now and I don't want to miss my bus and I hate walking and is really cold outside and I need to buy me so gloves so that way the next time I won't be walking out the house without them on. Well now I gotta go until next time babies with all the love from me.