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I honestly have no idea what went wrong in my head. Four months ago I would have given anything to be in school and now, now I am this-close to being dropped from all four of my classes. I have a week off for Spring Break in less than a month and I can't wake my ass up to get to class by 7:30 A.M.? What the fuck is wrong with me? If I get dropped then I have no health insurance and I owe my mom over $1,000! What the hell am I doing? Last week I couldn't get out of bed because of cramps, but I can't call in to work, so I had to go to work. I should have hauled my butt to class because now I'm really sick and I just really want to cry.
Why do we have to go to school anyway? Why can't we just start a career right out of high school? That would be freakin' sweet!
I'm getting too overwhelmed right now. I can't handle school and work and trying to pay rent. It's freakin' hard as hell and I make $9 an hour. I used my birthday money for groceries, how sick is that? I wanted a new tattoo!
I can't wait to start wakeboarding again, it will help calm me down. Why do they think it's too cold right now? I crave the wake, my bikinis, my tanned body. Fuck, I want to lose weight before I start boarding again, too. I'm still at 110, that fucking sucks.
I hate rambling.
John won't be my Valentine, I hate him. Not. Falto sus besos. Falto su pene, tambien. HEHEHEHE. Goodnight.
Why do we have to go to school anyway? Why can't we just start a career right out of high school? That would be freakin' sweet!
I'm getting too overwhelmed right now. I can't handle school and work and trying to pay rent. It's freakin' hard as hell and I make $9 an hour. I used my birthday money for groceries, how sick is that? I wanted a new tattoo!
I can't wait to start wakeboarding again, it will help calm me down. Why do they think it's too cold right now? I crave the wake, my bikinis, my tanned body. Fuck, I want to lose weight before I start boarding again, too. I'm still at 110, that fucking sucks.
I hate rambling.
John won't be my Valentine, I hate him. Not. Falto sus besos. Falto su pene, tambien. HEHEHEHE. Goodnight.