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[ladyramsie]

Today is the first day of me not yelling and losing it on Lucas. I have come to the conclusion that I yell to much, it is draining me and him. So today was the first day where I had to force myself to remain in control. If you have ever dealed with a jekle/hyde 3 year old you know this is not an easy task. But I did it. I am very proud of

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[purpleflutterby]

Sounds like tons of fun dear! I was gonna call you about something today, but now, I can't remember what. It's been a good, but kinda rough couple of days. My younger brother Chris might not make it to my wedding. He'll be in training Feb-May and he doesn't know when in May he'll be done, or if he'll have leave to come out. It makes me really sad, of all people, I want him there ya know? Just won't be the same without him, I suppose that's the military though. He and his girl have called off their wedding (just found out 5 minutes ago) and until she realizes to be her own person and not expect him to fix every little problem... in short, she needs to grow up a bit. She's gotta understand he's in the military, and can't talk to her 24/7 etc. It's too "puppy love," on her side I think... One of my dear friends from HS and I have been talking again. It's hard. We were very close friends, then one of my friends started dating him. Come to find out (a couple weeks ago I found out) she forbade him from talking to me, and now, before her second child was even born, she left him for someone else. He deserves so much better than that, he's so devoted. But I've missed him, I cared about him a lot. Now we can be friends, and I can be there for him... I dunno. It's good to have him back. Anywho's... sorry about the vent. I know how unruly Lucas can be (I hear it) ;) and I know how warn out you are, so I'm proud of you to take this step. I know it wasn't easy for you, it won't be, but you have more self motivation and assurance than anyone I know. If anyone can do this, you can. Love you darling. I hope all's fabulous, and I know we'll talk soon. *Hugs*

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[purpleflutterby]

Enjoy the snow for me!