Getting harder
This time of year is such a struggle for me, last night I fought the urges to overdose. I'm just so done with fighting. I wound up calling crisis. Found out I was glucose testing my dog in the wrong place and it greatly upset me. To the point where I feel like I can never do anything right. 6byears now I've been alone. It's growing tireing doing life alone. I've lost interest in everything. Even eating. I'm on vraylar 1.5. Been on it a week tomm. But I think it's to low a dose. I feel nothing but numbness anymore. All I want is escape.
