where does the time go?
What a suprise life can be sometimes. i miss my old life, but I don't want to leave the new one either. i miss the security of high school, knowing exactly what I was going to be doing, and how I had to do it. I knew what to expect. I knew who to trust and who not to. Now I'm completely clueless. There are so many things about this new life that I love, but what about the things I loved that I don't have now. My parents want me to come home. They are worried about me. They should be, i should be more worried about me than I am. I'm not though. Honestly I don't care what happens to me 10 minutes from now, i just want to live this moment to it's fullest.Yet, I don't know if I do... I want so many things, and so many people. i want Robbie. He doesn't know what he means to me. I don't know what he means to me. I love him, I'm not in love with him, but I do love him, more than just anyone. I might love him more than myself. I felt peace when I laid beside him Monday night. I felt warm and safe next to him on the couch. He is so much to me. Yes I love him. I miss Mary, yeah you, my twin sister, as I know you will read this at some point. I miss other people too, but I miss you the most. Well, and my cat. Ok, but I am going to go now, I'm going to Greenville with Mary, so I have to get dressed. I'll be seeing you sometime.