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I'm a bad person. I feel like shit. Dan is out with some friends having fun, which he completely deserves, and I am sitting here at home, just waiting for him to come home, and I know that when he does he is going to go straight to bed. and then tomorrw night i'm going out with Benjy and Masha so i won't be able to talk. We had our fight a week ago, and we are talking and that's good, but i feel like he still is mad at me. I wish we had never had that fight. he would still be my Dan, an still tell me he loved me before we went our separate ways every night. he knows I love him, but he just can't say it. it hurts me really deep. I want to cry thinking about it. I have to get over him though, right? I mean, it's the RIGHT thing to do. it's the healthy thing to do, it's the logical thing to do. it's all those things that i'm not. I want him back so much, but I have to give himhis time. He is a man, and men can be like that. Why?