decisions
to move back to vegas or not to?
I honestly don't know what to do. Alex says we can move anywhere. If he gets the job in NY, we will be moving out there. My family is in vegas and that really means so much that he would even consider it. I just have so many negative thoughts in vegas and I don't know if I have the energy to start fresh again. I think about Salt Lake though and it has the same feel to it. I don't belong in either city. People are far to fake, judgemental and immature. Some people even said goodbye to friendship because of who I am dating. I always think to myself, why should it matter? I befriend those who give me respect. I have no reason to wrong others, yet others always try and think I am out to 'get them'. It's a lose-lose situation. I just with people would grow up. I am far to old to deal with yesterdays bullshit.
xoxo
I honestly don't know what to do. Alex says we can move anywhere. If he gets the job in NY, we will be moving out there. My family is in vegas and that really means so much that he would even consider it. I just have so many negative thoughts in vegas and I don't know if I have the energy to start fresh again. I think about Salt Lake though and it has the same feel to it. I don't belong in either city. People are far to fake, judgemental and immature. Some people even said goodbye to friendship because of who I am dating. I always think to myself, why should it matter? I befriend those who give me respect. I have no reason to wrong others, yet others always try and think I am out to 'get them'. It's a lose-lose situation. I just with people would grow up. I am far to old to deal with yesterdays bullshit.
xoxo