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The weather has finally been so nice here the last week. Warm , sunny , just beautiful! And then yesterday came along and wrecked everything! It has been absolutely disgusting out. Its cold and rainy :(
My life is sunny either way. I am totally excited about my love and my future with him. We are so good together. I cant wait to marry him. I know we will last. I couldn't even picture us being any way than how we are now. We are one and we will be one for the rest of our time together. That makes me happy.
I am also amused by the failure of my ex. I know that is probably wrong of me but it aides in my happiness so oh well. I hate him so much. I don't tend to hate people. I dislike some people and I cant stand others , but I honestly HATE him. He was the worst thing that ever happened to me and he caused me a lot of irreversible damage that he will never be forgiven or forgotten for and I can't wait until the day that he is burning in hell.
Anyways......
I am going to talk to my doctor about the chances of my getting pregnant. We really want to have a baby together and he would be a wonderful dad. We would make a wonderful family. I see him everyday taking care of Mycal and I want one that is OURS. A part of both us to share. I want to share everypart of the rest of my life with him.
My life is sunny either way. I am totally excited about my love and my future with him. We are so good together. I cant wait to marry him. I know we will last. I couldn't even picture us being any way than how we are now. We are one and we will be one for the rest of our time together. That makes me happy.
I am also amused by the failure of my ex. I know that is probably wrong of me but it aides in my happiness so oh well. I hate him so much. I don't tend to hate people. I dislike some people and I cant stand others , but I honestly HATE him. He was the worst thing that ever happened to me and he caused me a lot of irreversible damage that he will never be forgiven or forgotten for and I can't wait until the day that he is burning in hell.
Anyways......
I am going to talk to my doctor about the chances of my getting pregnant. We really want to have a baby together and he would be a wonderful dad. We would make a wonderful family. I see him everyday taking care of Mycal and I want one that is OURS. A part of both us to share. I want to share everypart of the rest of my life with him.