Mar 08, 2011 17:23
Told G I love him... serious about him... don't know where the future goes but want to be with him...
What do I get?
"I like you, I'm serious about you, but I don't love you."
Way to break my heart again. After I thought I healed it. Love exists for evolutionary reasons, I know, but sometimes I seriously wish it didn't. Every time I love it ends in pain.
We want to be together still, but now every touch, because I have more intensity than him, because I care more than he does, will be imbued with that fear that maybe it's a lie.
existential crisis