Stuff and things
Well here I am on LJ. I don't know anyone here yet really and that is just fine. This will give me a place to offload my crap with it getting too close to home.
So if you find me and read this, please keep that in mind.
Everyone should have a private place to unload and vent without reprisal and so this is where I will do it.
Things are mostly ok at the moment. There are some things I would change. I really wish my husband would get a job even for just 4 hours aday so he will get out of the house and leave me be in it.
as it is, I was looking forwar dot going to 12th night alone and now he is going. some time to myslef to just cut lose and be free would be great. He gets that on his rides and runs and wars he goes to alone and yet, when he does that I always end up with too much to do to be able to enjoy that time he is gone as well.
Don't get me wrong I love him dearly and that won't change, I just need a break. Yeah I could go somewhere myslef, but that is not the point. I want the time IN MY OWN HOME DAMN IT!!!! maybe after Investiture, he will take off more. he finally has his cards to RFM so he will need to get on that before he ends up looking like the guy he replaced and gets replaced himself.
Wow, feels kind of cool getting this stuff off my chest.
well, like I said thiss needs to be kept quiet and I now need to get back to work.
more later another time.
So if you find me and read this, please keep that in mind.
Everyone should have a private place to unload and vent without reprisal and so this is where I will do it.
Things are mostly ok at the moment. There are some things I would change. I really wish my husband would get a job even for just 4 hours aday so he will get out of the house and leave me be in it.
as it is, I was looking forwar dot going to 12th night alone and now he is going. some time to myslef to just cut lose and be free would be great. He gets that on his rides and runs and wars he goes to alone and yet, when he does that I always end up with too much to do to be able to enjoy that time he is gone as well.
Don't get me wrong I love him dearly and that won't change, I just need a break. Yeah I could go somewhere myslef, but that is not the point. I want the time IN MY OWN HOME DAMN IT!!!! maybe after Investiture, he will take off more. he finally has his cards to RFM so he will need to get on that before he ends up looking like the guy he replaced and gets replaced himself.
Wow, feels kind of cool getting this stuff off my chest.
well, like I said thiss needs to be kept quiet and I now need to get back to work.
more later another time.