ok wtf?!
well i got some answers, but they were not even close to what i feared they would be. so now i'm utterly confused as fuck. i don't know if said fact giver is lying to me or if they are just plain crazy. well the crazy part is a definite, but yeah. i don't know what to do now. i've spent the last several hours going insane over this situation. i've questioned every single action and now i don't know what to believe. in a way i feel bad for thinking the things i did about the other interest, but wow..i've been fucked over so many times i can't help but go straight there. things add up and then they don't. CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!