Nov 17, 2008 12:21
I'm thinking about spending a hundred dollars on a coat I really want from Victoria's Secret.
I can be so cheap.
I've got the money.
No problem.
But I still can't stand the idea of blowing so much of it.
But the coat is beautiful and I haven't bought one since 2004.
Assuming I was lumping my yearly coat budget every year, I'd have so much available money.
Still, I can't stand it.
I don't feel good. Not at all.
Unrelated to the coat cash.
Last night I think I either dosed way too much on an assortment of meds. I had uneasy dreams all night spliced with creepy hallucinations. Or not. Couldn't tell if I was awake or asleep.
Anyway.
-Smiles
I'm keeping quiet til the phone stops ringing.
Lately, it's hard to disconnect. I just want something real.
I've found the words if
I could just stop thinking.
The room is spinning. I have got no choice.
Be patient, I am getting to the point.