Not enough.
I'm last again in the priority list so I'm scratching and starving myself. I'm not enough. I'm never enough for anything. Not fit enough to run, not skinny enough to be cute, not smart enough to have a diploma, not awake enough to have a life, not nice enough to have friends, not mature enough to please my mom, not rich enough to buy cute clothes...I'll sleep today. Instead of eating. I need to lose weight to be beautiful.