i'm alright by the way / everyone saves the day / sometimes i feel it

Sep 04, 2005 19:18

why do people have to be such jerks? i mean, do i go to where you work and harass you for doing your job? ya know what sucks the most? the manager that told me i needed to see the children if people were buying child tickets didn't stick up for me. in fact, she's the one who took me upstairs.

and if you're in that big of a fucking hurry that you can't miss one minute of the 10 minute long credits because "it's late!", then maybe you should have gave yourself a bit more time to get to the fucking movie theater.

i mean honestly. there were no lines. he could have just came up and bought the tickets when his daughter came in like anybody else. and ya know what's fucked up? i really don't fucking believe that he was a senior (i think you have to be over 65) and the parent of a child who was between the ages of three and thirteen.

oh, and ya know what else i love? that this guy, late as he is, finds the time to wait for them to call a manager over for the sole purpose of getting me in trouble.

so i ended up walking around crying for an hour after work. i haven't felt that bad in a long time.

i went to talk to wilson, but he wasn't there.

and the girl gave me the wrong directions to the shoe store.

anyways, the shoe store was closed when i got there, so i watched a kid play ddr cuz i thought i would use that for my observation project.

i wanted to just talk to somebody, but i knew if i told my dad he would go off on me and side with the guy who kept hitting the glass without even listening because he is the type of person who would do the same thing.

okay, crazy random thought. i don't usually remember dreams, but my dad woke me up at 7 and asked me what time i needed to get up and i remember i was having this really awesome dream. lucy got promoted to manager. i don't know why i was so happy for her because she doesn't even know my name, but i was happy for her.  Then i went back to sleep and me and lili were starring in this opera, which was like wtf? because i had never heard it before and i couldn't use the music on stage and i couldn't read it anyway, so jen was trying to help me memorize this whole opera while lili was stalling and she kept coming back and telling me to just go anyway even though she was the only one who knew what she was doing and i was totally unprepared because talking to people without a script scared the hell out of her.

college is getting complicated. i have so much shit to do and putting together a movie by myself because ana thorlaxdotir decided she wanted to make my life just that much harder is getting difficult. and it feels like nobody will fucking help me with anything.

do you see why i have such a low opinion of humanity?
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