Christmas blues...
I'm getting the Christmas blues!
I'm getting sappy again with my posts.
I hate my sappy posts.
Maybe it's because I talked to my cousin again.
She's like the closest person I can spazz to about everything Korean, yet she's the farthest that I can spazz with as well.
It's like...I'm given a fine piece of cake, only to find out that it's salty?
I mean, I'm really happy that she's into Korean stuffs as well, but it's frustrating that our points-of-view are SO different from each other. To the point where I just give up finding the common ground to our conversations?
Let's just say that I'm really glad to have a brother that tolerates me with everything that I do.
When I asked him if he can watch B1A4-something with me, he'll pretend to refuse, but he would eventually join me.
Sometimes, I just really want a friend to spazz with me about the same fandoms.
Or agree with me with certain things about dramas.
I just really miss those times that I have friends who I can spazz with, without any care if I make them uncomfortable or what.
I miss my Arirang days.
We were fangirls, but we grew to genuinely care for one another as friends/sisters.
I'm getting sappy again with my posts.
I hate my sappy posts.
Maybe it's because I talked to my cousin again.
She's like the closest person I can spazz to about everything Korean, yet she's the farthest that I can spazz with as well.
It's like...I'm given a fine piece of cake, only to find out that it's salty?
I mean, I'm really happy that she's into Korean stuffs as well, but it's frustrating that our points-of-view are SO different from each other. To the point where I just give up finding the common ground to our conversations?
Let's just say that I'm really glad to have a brother that tolerates me with everything that I do.
When I asked him if he can watch B1A4-something with me, he'll pretend to refuse, but he would eventually join me.
Sometimes, I just really want a friend to spazz with me about the same fandoms.
Or agree with me with certain things about dramas.
I just really miss those times that I have friends who I can spazz with, without any care if I make them uncomfortable or what.
I miss my Arirang days.
We were fangirls, but we grew to genuinely care for one another as friends/sisters.