DBSK's 9th Anniversary
Today, December 26, 2012 is DBSK's 9th Anniversary.
Did I forget? No.
But did I do something today to celebrate? No.
I feel so bad that I'm having a hard time rekindling my inner "Cassie" side.
I never called myself a "Cassiopeia" due to various reasons.
But nonetheless, it's so difficult for me to get into DBSK mode.
I think I'm afraid to watch them as five because it does hurt.
They were the best, ideal, and perfect boyband any fangirl can stan.
Granted I wasn't there when they debuted, but I saw them struggling in Japan, making themselves known.
They were my inspiration because though they didn't know why they had to promote to Japan, they didn't give up.
Of course, my first love was Junsu. I fell, fell hard for this dolphin.
Out of everyone in the group, I picked the best one to stan.
Even though I don't follow much of his activities anymore, deep down inside...I'm truly happy for him.
I'm really proud of Junsu.
He's one of the main reasons why I want to do well in my life.
He taught me that having a dream is important.
I will never forget that. Someday, I would want to tell him how much he's touched and changed my life.
Dong Bang Shin Ki will always be my first love.
Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, and Shim Changmin will always have a special place in my heart.
Even if it seems as if I love BigBang and B1A4 more than them, no one will ever replace their impact in my life.
Even if the possibility of getting back together may seem bleak, I have faith that one day you'll be going to each other's wedding ceremonies. And be sure, I will wait when that time comes.
Did I forget? No.
But did I do something today to celebrate? No.
I feel so bad that I'm having a hard time rekindling my inner "Cassie" side.
I never called myself a "Cassiopeia" due to various reasons.
But nonetheless, it's so difficult for me to get into DBSK mode.
I think I'm afraid to watch them as five because it does hurt.
They were the best, ideal, and perfect boyband any fangirl can stan.
Granted I wasn't there when they debuted, but I saw them struggling in Japan, making themselves known.
They were my inspiration because though they didn't know why they had to promote to Japan, they didn't give up.
Of course, my first love was Junsu. I fell, fell hard for this dolphin.
Out of everyone in the group, I picked the best one to stan.
Even though I don't follow much of his activities anymore, deep down inside...I'm truly happy for him.
I'm really proud of Junsu.
He's one of the main reasons why I want to do well in my life.
He taught me that having a dream is important.
I will never forget that. Someday, I would want to tell him how much he's touched and changed my life.
Dong Bang Shin Ki will always be my first love.
Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, and Shim Changmin will always have a special place in my heart.
Even if it seems as if I love BigBang and B1A4 more than them, no one will ever replace their impact in my life.
Even if the possibility of getting back together may seem bleak, I have faith that one day you'll be going to each other's wedding ceremonies. And be sure, I will wait when that time comes.