rant again
My mother is pretty much insane. She is the most neurotic passively aggressive control freak you will ever meet in your life, but you would never suspect it upon first meeting her. You would have to live with her to see these things. But trust me. She is.
I would feel sorry for her but whenever I make a suggestion (example yesterday I was saying how little sense it made to wrap up biodegradables in unbiodegradable plastic, it kind of defeats the purpose, and how easy it would be to do a compost pile in the giant backyard that we have) for anything it is always "someday". Someday? You are almost 60. Someday you will be dead.
I am so tired of spending all my time around ignorant emotionally immature people content to let the world just pass them away because they have "paradise" waiting for them, so why even try to make life exciting or enjoyable. Just talk to yourself and speak gibberish at God to make yourself less lonely and feel better about your meager life until one day you drop dead and this "test of faith" is over.
It is the most depressing shit to be surrounded by.
I would feel sorry for her but whenever I make a suggestion (example yesterday I was saying how little sense it made to wrap up biodegradables in unbiodegradable plastic, it kind of defeats the purpose, and how easy it would be to do a compost pile in the giant backyard that we have) for anything it is always "someday". Someday? You are almost 60. Someday you will be dead.
I am so tired of spending all my time around ignorant emotionally immature people content to let the world just pass them away because they have "paradise" waiting for them, so why even try to make life exciting or enjoyable. Just talk to yourself and speak gibberish at God to make yourself less lonely and feel better about your meager life until one day you drop dead and this "test of faith" is over.
It is the most depressing shit to be surrounded by.