sappy sap
On a lighter note from the last entry, I am getting so excited. As I am slowly collecting baby things the reality of having a little one is hitting me, and I am finding that instead of being completely freaked out, I just can't wait to meet him. The lil turkey is kicking me as I type this. He is always up this time of night it seems. I started to be able to feel little kicks from the outside while laying down on my back a couple days ago, and it was the neatest thing ever.
I just know whatever happens everything is going to work out. Whenever I start getting too freaked I just sort of repeat this to myself. Life is scary and unpredictable but everything always swings around, worrying about what might/could happen is no way to live. Just have to do what I can for the present for now and keep myself from stressing too hard. Easier said than done. Right now I am in a good frame of mind. Maybe I'll be able to look back at this when I am having a harder day and kick myself out of it. Who knows.
I just know whatever happens everything is going to work out. Whenever I start getting too freaked I just sort of repeat this to myself. Life is scary and unpredictable but everything always swings around, worrying about what might/could happen is no way to live. Just have to do what I can for the present for now and keep myself from stressing too hard. Easier said than done. Right now I am in a good frame of mind. Maybe I'll be able to look back at this when I am having a harder day and kick myself out of it. Who knows.