May 25, 2006 21:55
I am completely infatuated with someone who normally would never ever be my type. I mean good lord this guy has done cocaine before, and that is scary. I suppose it could be the bad boy thing, but he doesn't do drugs or drink anymore. He doesn't even go out with friends because he doesn't wanna be around that stuff. So the bad boy thing doesn't really work. Then there's that whole "girl wants to fix the boy" scenario, but that's not it, because I am not that pathetic to think a guy will change for me. He changes for himself, has already changed, and if he ever went back to that stuff I would be gone. I have too much respect for myself for that. But goddamn he is so cute and charming. It's been a long time since I actually found a southern accent endearing.