Aug 27, 2004 12:15
it's been boiling and bubbling inside of me for almost two months now. i can't stop thinking about it. if the answer is no, i will be the luckest person in the world. there is no way my life could be that perfect. everything always just falls into place for me, i has to stop somewhere. i hope now is not the time. fuck it, i'm doing it now. i'm dying inside, it's tearing me apart. if it says yes...
fuck it here i go... wish me luck!!!