so..Im kinda bummed out again my PeePs
Ive been kinda going out here and there with this guy "sean"...he is 10yrs younger than me....tall, burly..bald headed, goatee'..all things I find sexy....been out a few times and yes..had some GREAEET chemistry to boot!....but....Ive really come to realize how married he is to his job..it is all consuming...mind you..I dont ask for ALL his time since I dont HAVE all that time to devote to him anyway BUT when i DO have the time I wanted it filled with him as much as possible....but he kept having to cancel on me for work issues..its REAL I know it...but it still sucked....I have THIS wknd totally open--kid free....but it turns out he has a friend home from Iraq that he is seeing all wknd and he tells me today that he is just too busy to devote time to me right now...that he just wants to be friends....mind you 2 months ago he was talking for us to "exclusive"....I wasnt interested in that but NOW...he has no time for me...so tell me Peeps...is this his way of saying "either we COMMITT or just dstay friends?".....i dont know....Im just bummed that he couldnt make me more of a priority....I mean if i HAD committed to him..would he STILL not have had time to devote to me? is it a good thing I didnt committ to him or did i blow a really good thing by NOT committing? ugh...I just dont knowwwwwwwwwwwww...i DO know Im bumming..that I didnt warrant a higher priority with him..committment or not