if you dont admit it its not the truth, right?

[ladybug724]

well i just imed jellocake about stuff with the california plans. now i guess its real. i dont think i can go as soon as originally planned. i hate it. i have stupid medical shit that i have to stay "within network" for or it will cost me an arm and a leg to get any of it taken care of. i also cant find a job out there for the life of me. and not for

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[sydelbow]

Its funny how alike you sound.
Not really the funny haha way. But the other funny.

[ladybug724]

how much dan and i sound alike... how so??

[palexbluexangel]

he shouldn't be mad, it really isn't your fault. if he is mad, i'll hit him for you. but then i'll apologize to him, cuz i don't really want to hit him, but i'd do it for you! :)

[ladybug724]

no mad, no need to hit him, but thanks for the offer! even if he was mad i wouldnt want anyone to hit him though, i'd still love him.

[palexbluexangel]

yeah i didn't think you would. i probably wouldn't have hit him anyway. i'd do like reverse psychology on him or something and give him a hug. :)

[jellocake]

i think part of it is that you don't realize how real it really is. if you're NOT coming in june, i'm still going and i'll figure something out... i'm not mad, nor surprised. i expected something like this, so it's okay. i can't wait to see you.

[ladybug724]

i tried my best but its just coming down to the wire and i'm realizing that with no money i cant make it work. i know you're going anyway, i want you to, i'd never dream of asking you not to go. i'll just have to settle for visiting you till i can get out there myself. maybe i'll even still accompany you for the drive if you can stand me. it would be fun. i cant wait to see you either and thank you for not being mad at me.