yah yah i have to pee...

[ladybramblerose]

i'm slightly saddened by my dad.... he wanted me to go to this catholic healing mass thing and he knows i'm not catholic anymore so i don't know why he asked me in the first place.. but yah.. i declined obviously.. but then when he picked me up tonite he was like if i would've picked you up at 4:30 today we could've ate at the olympic (a restaurant that he likes) and then we would've gone to mass... my heart dropped when he said that.. why can't he take me out just regularly? why do i have to share my dad's love and attention on the condition that i be catholic?.. i remember him telling me flat out that he isn't close to me because i'm not catholic.. i wouldn't give up being christian for the world.. but it's just hard to be unacknowledged by my own dad... i'm 21 now i'm a big girl, but it still hurts ya know? oh vell..

my classmates are the best lol.. i dunno it's just good times when we're all together..

STOP!! hamma time...