Facebook is too small and public
So............long time/no write. I guess that's mostly because I've been overly busy and overly stressed and pretty unhappy.............and it has gotten worse.
There is an old saying: Be careful what you wish for. I don't "wish" for much. I'm a pretty realistic person. I accept that bad things happen to good people and that sometimes you make your own luck--and that those two things might be in conflict with each other.
Anyway, John is out of Taco Bell........but he's also out of a job. We've got until about November 15th until we are in financial trouble and only until the end of November before we get eviction notice from park. That's what happens if you live paycheck to paycheck.
No one is buying my junk on craigslist; probably because everyone seems to be out of a job. Or MAYBE because it IS really just "junk." Teehee...... People keep wasting my time about sewing jobs but don't come through. And we don't have a vehicle right now which makes it pretty hard for either of us to find a job.
I'm not wishing for a huge lottery win.........just trying to make a little lucky break for my family.
Putting this in writing here makes it real and demands that I get out of my stupor and depression and DO SOMETHING about it. I'm a "bootstrap-puller" kind of person so I don't need condolences or nosiness or any more bullshit than we are already dealing with.
SO......... to people who read my live journal who ARE NOT necessarily on MY friends list:
WE ARE NOT READY TO SPREAD THIS BAD/WORRISOME NEWS TO SOME FAMILY AND ACQUAINTANCES!! YOU DO NOT NEED TO TELL ANYONE ELSE--THANK YOU!!
I could make this "friends only" but the point is to deal....and dealing means eventually telling people.
The details are not up for discussion yet as a lawyer may be involved. THAT'S how much BULLSHIT we are dealing with here.
There is an old saying: Be careful what you wish for. I don't "wish" for much. I'm a pretty realistic person. I accept that bad things happen to good people and that sometimes you make your own luck--and that those two things might be in conflict with each other.
Anyway, John is out of Taco Bell........but he's also out of a job. We've got until about November 15th until we are in financial trouble and only until the end of November before we get eviction notice from park. That's what happens if you live paycheck to paycheck.
No one is buying my junk on craigslist; probably because everyone seems to be out of a job. Or MAYBE because it IS really just "junk." Teehee...... People keep wasting my time about sewing jobs but don't come through. And we don't have a vehicle right now which makes it pretty hard for either of us to find a job.
I'm not wishing for a huge lottery win.........just trying to make a little lucky break for my family.
Putting this in writing here makes it real and demands that I get out of my stupor and depression and DO SOMETHING about it. I'm a "bootstrap-puller" kind of person so I don't need condolences or nosiness or any more bullshit than we are already dealing with.
SO......... to people who read my live journal who ARE NOT necessarily on MY friends list:
WE ARE NOT READY TO SPREAD THIS BAD/WORRISOME NEWS TO SOME FAMILY AND ACQUAINTANCES!! YOU DO NOT NEED TO TELL ANYONE ELSE--THANK YOU!!
I could make this "friends only" but the point is to deal....and dealing means eventually telling people.
The details are not up for discussion yet as a lawyer may be involved. THAT'S how much BULLSHIT we are dealing with here.