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i dont even know whats going on with my life right now. or more specifically, my relationship. its seems like one minute everythings fine, and he wants to spend lots of time with me and were the prefect happy couple. and then the next day its flip flopped. i dunno. i havent talked to him all week, and it unnerves me. im probly being paranoid, but what if hes avoiding me? i wanted to see him today, my mom invited him over (wtf?!). but i never really got a definite answer. and when i talked last night he said that he didnt thinks so. so i was all like ok, no pressure, just call me and tell me what you figure out. but did i get a phone call? noooo. but i feel like id be pressuring if i asked him what was up, why didnt he call me? and i feel like theres all this important stuff that i want to talk to him about. but when were together, we talk about all that fun nonsense stuff and online its just stupid, half the time its not even a conversation its just me asking all these questions and only getting some answered. and i feel like that naggy girlfriend, which i reeeeaaally dont wanna be, but idk how to say stuff like this without being whiny or bitchy... idk. i just dont know. i like him so much, its crazy, i mean i had a huge crush on him for like 9 months or something before we even started dating, but i barely have any idea how he feels. it could be a semi-attraction, or just physical? im so confused...