(no subject)
I miss you.
My heart aches with emptiness
in that large portion
That you have filled in recent months.
For nearly a year
every day
I thought of you.
Sometimes just once,
maybe many times
more than that.
But now there is
this void
where you were.
I feel like a part of me is
missing.
How is that possible?
You were never really mine.
Those sweet words,
tender kisses on the lips,
hugs and holding of hands
Did they mean anything to you?
Were they meant for me,
or did everything between us
contain fragments of
your formerly beloved?
I wish I had known her,
wish I understood the pain you must feel,
because all I feel now
is the pain of you not wanting me.
I know I can’t compare
and I would never want to take her place.
But all I want is to make
my own place in your heart....
My heart aches with emptiness
in that large portion
That you have filled in recent months.
For nearly a year
every day
I thought of you.
Sometimes just once,
maybe many times
more than that.
But now there is
this void
where you were.
I feel like a part of me is
missing.
How is that possible?
You were never really mine.
Those sweet words,
tender kisses on the lips,
hugs and holding of hands
Did they mean anything to you?
Were they meant for me,
or did everything between us
contain fragments of
your formerly beloved?
I wish I had known her,
wish I understood the pain you must feel,
because all I feel now
is the pain of you not wanting me.
I know I can’t compare
and I would never want to take her place.
But all I want is to make
my own place in your heart....