lj idol topic #4 Moment of devasting beauty
The first time I saw my girlfriend "in real life" , we had already know each other for more than a year. From the moment I opened the door, I was in her arms. Technically I had never met this person but I loved her already and that was all that mattered. When the day came when we had to go to our homes I was miserable. So much so that I felt sick. All of me was hurting and my stomach was a mess. I was going to leave and be so far away from only person I want to be with. The pain was eating me whole.
I couldn't stand it. I literally was sick. I don't know how long I sat on the floor of the bathroom being sick. All I do remember was finally looking up at her. All her love and concern were clearly there in her eyes. There is nothing more beautiful to me than her honest emotions that she shows to me so freely and easily. She may think I don't feel the same because I don't express the pain but it kills me and heals me to see it everytime we part.
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I couldn't stand it. I literally was sick. I don't know how long I sat on the floor of the bathroom being sick. All I do remember was finally looking up at her. All her love and concern were clearly there in her eyes. There is nothing more beautiful to me than her honest emotions that she shows to me so freely and easily. She may think I don't feel the same because I don't express the pain but it kills me and heals me to see it everytime we part.
*******voting is here http://community.livejournal.com/therealljidol/270539.html
I'm in the 3rd tribe ********************