wtf
what the heck is wrong with me. i cant seem to keep a steady equilibrated state of mind. although the feeling is thermodynamic, it is kinetically hindered. somehow i am unable to shake the annoyance (not at him), frustration (not with him), and irratability that takes over my existance once in a while. for some reason, i thought those whiles were getter farther apart...im not so sure, though. we went out last weekend...he is wonderful...i dont have any complaints that require a rethinking of my position or this relationship.