as of wednesday, we have been officially dating one month. he is amazing. he is beautiful. he is a most wonderful addition to my life. i scare myself into thinking i dont deserve him...that he cannot be as truly magnificent as he seems to be. he is good to me...he adores me...he is patient, kind, caring, yet fun, outgoing, competitive, and smart. i didnt realize all of the good qualities my mother wants in a boy for me could be accompanied by the interesting and exciting ones i must have to be happy. i am happy. it is a wonderful switch from just a few short months ago. i love it here. i love my work, classes, friends, and opportunities.