"After every dark nite, There'll be a briqht day."
hey girlz whats really good ??? aint shit over here, the same ol bullshit. well lemme tell you. my baby daddy got his cellie reconnected on saturday , and i had no clue. or w/e so i was at his crib on monday cuz he hasnt seen my son in bout 4dayz before that. and i hear his cellie rinq,. i was like wtF???? i thought it was disconnected. so i asked him when did u reconnect ur fone? he said dont worry about it. so i got mad and i said 2 my son say bye 2 ur daddy 4 good were leaving. so i was cryin , shit got me heated. so his mom goes whats wrong , i was like nuttin im leavin. shes like i dunno why u let him get 2 u, u cry everyday 4 him u need 2 stop. and i was like i neva knew he connected his fone, shes like so what he wont be able 2 pay 4 it cuz he has no job, i was like yea im leavin. shes like u want me 2 watch carmelo i was like nah im str8. and walked out..
i was so heated dawg, i started cryin so much i couldn't even drive. so i went 2 my homeboys crib he stay in the same neighborhood. i go there cryin like crazy. i told them i couldnt handle this shit no more, my heart hurts from stressin him, i cant take it anymore. why does he act like this , like he doesn't care??? so w.e i chilled there 4 a lil bit, then went home depressed like an old woman in a nursin home. ..
so yesterday i was chillin wit my homeboy which is his homeboy too, so i asked him can i look at ur fone?? hehe im sneaky. so i saw his # & i memorized it in my head. so when i dropped him off, i called him and this is what he sayz:
him: hello
me: sup
him: dawq wtf how did u get my # , i didnt want you havin it leave me alone.
me: what is ur problem why r u actin like this?
him: i didnt give u my # for a reason, i juz dont want anybody havin my #.
me: but im juz not anybody im ur baby mama, this is a lifetime , why do u do this 2 me why u act like u hate me all of a sudden we were ok last week & now ur actin weird
him: im not actin weird , i juz need my space and i aint fukin wit u anymore, juz leave me alone im under a lot of stress rite now.
me: what stress i take care of a baby everyday r u kiddin me !! look what u do 2 me i cant believe this shit, it shouldn't have 2 be this way. . .
him: look ill call u later i dont wanna hear this shit rite now, this is the reason why i didnt want u havin my # you call me too much & talk too much shit. . .
me: fine then i'll give you what u want and leave you alone... CLICK!!! ...
so yes that is the story of my life...fuk it, imma do me. ive been actin like a fool too long, givin him chances cuz im dumb, i wanted us 2 be a family . . . i didnt think it would be like this when i had a kid,. but i guess i gotta show carmelo that im strong. so i'll leave baby daddy alone, sorry no kid piece of shit , i hope life bites him in the ass. . . im out this thang. muchOo amOor <333
`lala .o5
i was so heated dawg, i started cryin so much i couldn't even drive. so i went 2 my homeboys crib he stay in the same neighborhood. i go there cryin like crazy. i told them i couldnt handle this shit no more, my heart hurts from stressin him, i cant take it anymore. why does he act like this , like he doesn't care??? so w.e i chilled there 4 a lil bit, then went home depressed like an old woman in a nursin home. ..
so yesterday i was chillin wit my homeboy which is his homeboy too, so i asked him can i look at ur fone?? hehe im sneaky. so i saw his # & i memorized it in my head. so when i dropped him off, i called him and this is what he sayz:
him: hello
me: sup
him: dawq wtf how did u get my # , i didnt want you havin it leave me alone.
me: what is ur problem why r u actin like this?
him: i didnt give u my # for a reason, i juz dont want anybody havin my #.
me: but im juz not anybody im ur baby mama, this is a lifetime , why do u do this 2 me why u act like u hate me all of a sudden we were ok last week & now ur actin weird
him: im not actin weird , i juz need my space and i aint fukin wit u anymore, juz leave me alone im under a lot of stress rite now.
me: what stress i take care of a baby everyday r u kiddin me !! look what u do 2 me i cant believe this shit, it shouldn't have 2 be this way. . .
him: look ill call u later i dont wanna hear this shit rite now, this is the reason why i didnt want u havin my # you call me too much & talk too much shit. . .
me: fine then i'll give you what u want and leave you alone... CLICK!!! ...
so yes that is the story of my life...fuk it, imma do me. ive been actin like a fool too long, givin him chances cuz im dumb, i wanted us 2 be a family . . . i didnt think it would be like this when i had a kid,. but i guess i gotta show carmelo that im strong. so i'll leave baby daddy alone, sorry no kid piece of shit , i hope life bites him in the ass. . . im out this thang. muchOo amOor <333
`lala .o5