so many more changes
so much has happened since i last posted..... lets see if i cant catch everything up....
therapy appointment - as i said, it went better than i expected. i realized that a lot of my depression was due to worry over alaina's well being. not her physical well being, i know her dad will take care of that... but her emotional well being. i know she is depressed and that he wasnt taking her to therapy... the therapist was going to call and see if kevin would bring her..... he also referred me to the psychiatrist for evaluation of my meds... after all, i have been on the same med and dosage for at least 11 years... needless to say, it was changed
nashville - was an awesome trip.... getting away really helped clear my head some - not to mention i had a good time.... went to see the ryman auditorium and the country music hall of fame (after all, country music is a big influence in texas where i grew up) tried a lot of new food and spent a fair amount of time relaxing
the biggest update of all - - - - charlie's sister laurie has now moved in with us. she had no place else to go except the beach house and then foster care. i know it will make things worse with alaina, but i had an empty bedroom and a teenager that needed a home..... how could i not help?
i have a friend that knows attorneys and is seeing about getting someone to help me so that legally this doesnt blow up in my face....
so thats where things sit now - - i never know from day to day what my life will bring - - but i do believe that things happen for a reason and this is what is meant to be - - i just hope and pray that some time in the near future alaina and i can start to mend our relationship